Women can be evil. No one can explain, not even me and I am a woman. I’ve actually met a few of these “evil women” and it’s painful each and every time.
Not too long ago I had a girl friend who I thought I was pretty close to. It turns out she is extremely mean spirited, malicious, vindicitve, cold hearted … you get the picture. The whole nine yards. The scary part is, you don’t realize these things until along the way.
I’m always the kind to give everyone the benefit of the doubt. When I meet you I have no prior assumptions about you, I don’t believe what I hear until I see it with my own eyes, we start on an even playing field and I won’t doubt or question someone until they give me a reason to. It’s a great way to live life, but you get hurt along the way. That is always inevitable.
So now I sit here and as I type this I wonder … how long will it be before karma catches up with someone? Just how many opportunities “to learn from something” does someone have to go through before they open their eyes? Being mean doesn’t get you anything in life. If you hurt so many people how do you go on with your day losing friends, making people sad and not feel a thing? I really do wonder this.
Living in Los Angeles and New York was an eye opener. It really toughened me up, but being back in Texas I’m a different person. If this were New York I wouldn’t trust you until you earned it. But now. Now I want everyone to be as nice as I am, because that’s just how I wish the world was. Maybe I need to move back to the big bad city. Or maybe this is just who I was meant to be the whole time.
Having a big heart means you suffer more pain when someone hurts you. It’s a good and a bad thing. I’m trying to learn to be okay with it. It’s definitely a process.
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